Will You Be My Girlfriend!

There is this girl, who is smart and beautiful. Lets name her A for the time being. I don't really know A, I came across her profile through a networking site. There is no other way for me to talk to her, except that networking site. So far there have been exchanges of statements a couple of times. I never had a real conversation with her so far. I really admire A, because she is doing something really unconventional and she seems to be confident. I want to reach out to her, but I don't know how.

I have been thinking about various ways to get to know her better and develop feelings about me in her heart, but haven't yet found a good one. I can e-mail her, but I don't know what to write, may be I am not confident as I have never before had such feelings for anyone, and don't know how to take things forward.

I haven't yet told A about my feelings, because I am afraid of her reaction. If she does not feel the same way for me as I do for her, which is most likely the case here, she might stop responding to me and I might loose the only chance I have to reach out to her.

From last few days net in my house was down, so I used to go to my friend's place to be online, just because I could get a chance to talk to her.

I am trying my best but I think my best is not good enough.

Not Well: Sick of Hypocrisy

We meet a lot many people in our daily life, some you know, some you are trying to knaow and some you don't want to know. Have you ever sensed that most of these people are really someone else. They are not what they appear. They are concealing their true identity behind a glass, which is not exactly transperant, but you can see trough it, if you try a little harder.
Have you ever tried looking through that glass shield. I do that sometimes and when you are able to see the clear image behing the glass, it really hurts. It makes me sick. Sometimes people you have known for years turn out to be someone else and you don't like the other person behind the shield.
Have you ever thought, why people portray themselves as what they are not. What is the exact motive behind these role plays? I think it helps them servive in this ruthless world. If I am surrounded by people who live a lavish life, because they can afford it, I will also try to live a life at par, even if it is difficult for me to afford those luxuries. May be by doing this they are trying to get away with the inferiority complex, caused by not being able to live the lifestyle of your friends.
There can be various such cases around ourself, and can be identified, if we look closer.
Now I want to ask all of you, wouldn't this world be a better place to live, if people around you are straightforward and genuine. If everyone knows, what cooking inside the other persons head, wouldn't it be better. Have anyone seen movie Everybody Says I am Fine, this movie has been made on the canvas of hypocrisy/show-off.